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emaculation_115- December 6th, 23:45
chill
I had a very nice drink, drank, drunk night with Sara yesterday! We were tore up from the floor up, but had sooo much fun! Will be done again veryyy soon. The weekend is over, it rocked. That's pretty much about it!
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- December 5th, 11:01
cold
Sometimes I wonder if I'm stupid. I'm one of those assholes who wants their cake and wants to eat it too. Isn't that the saying? I have something good, but I don't know if I want it, but when it's ready to go I decide I may want it. Or I'm just attached, but don't want to be, yet cannot help it. Then, on the other hand, I have someone whom I love dearly still, but cannot talk to at all and don't plan on talking to. Then, on the third hand, I have interest in others and like to go out and dance and not worry about anyone who's at home thinking about me. This shit is so weak right now. I'm sure I'll make the wrong decision and it'll turned out all fucked up in the end, but hey, it's life, right?
- I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving..
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- December 2nd, 17:55
lonely
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- November 29th, 22:41
calm
I'm thinking a lot. Me thinking a lot is never good. I colored my hair back to a pretty brown from my red. Too many things involving maintenance for me to deal with. I have enough little things, coloring my hair every week so it stays bright isn't going to be one of them for a while again. I have to work at 6:00am tomorrow and I'm not excited about it at all. I'm kind of in a bum mood for some reason. I made this awesome brownie sundae and laid on the couch to eat it while I watched Desperate Housewives, after I painted my nails. Sometimes I love nights like this. I just need to make sure I fall asleep before things come into my mind that hurt my heart.
Everybody says time heals everything. But what of the wretched hollow, the endless in between? Are we just going to wait it out?
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- November 28th, 18:23
crappy
I'm annoyed and on top of it, I'm sad. This is just peachy! Chili & a movie tonight with Ryan & Sara and cutting a bunch of hair tomorrow.
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- November 27th, 20:39
bored
"And how she hoped he missed her, cause god, she missed the way he kissed her."
- Anyone can see my every flaw, it isn't hard, anyone can say they're above this all...
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- November 19th, 13:47
annoyed
Sometimes I just need to take a quick breather. By breather, I mean time away from some people so I can think cause sometimes people drive me insane. I think the only one I seem to never need time away from is Tiff, haha. Other then that, I need a little "Lindsey" time. Or a little, please leave me alone for a few days, time.
I went and did my exit stuff today at school. So, everything's official. I need to fill out my paperwork by this weekend and send it in so I can take state board ASAP. And I'm starting to get into job mode, feeling like this is all right. And I keep thinking that maybe I'm ready to start a relationship, then I realize, no, I really just do want to be alone, and I'm not ready to force anything and don't feel like I should ever have to. For once I'll be the one that hurts someone instead of getting hurt. Is that so horrible?
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- November 16th, 19:06
blah
"Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains I went through to avoid you, and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention I still hate you.."
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- November 15th, 14:37
- okay
- "I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving.."
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- November 11th, 10:46
- content
"Unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life. Love shouldn't be one of them."
- "Big lights will inspire you!"
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- November 10th, 23:00
ecstatic
I'm just trying to keep my head focused. I don't need anything fogging it up right now and making what I think blurry. It's me time, and honestly, fuck everyone else. Not my friends, of course, but fuck the haters, cause they're coming in groups now, especially at school. Fuck bitches, get money. :] Tomorrow is my last day of school! Holla!
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- November 4th, 10:53
busy
I think I am officially going to drive myself insane. I graduate from Paul Mitchell next week. Infuckingsane. I got by night school without taking any leaves, and I don't know anyone to do that yet other then Ash & I, so that makes me proud. And I didn't go over my missed hours so no more extra pay, like most of the other people. :] It's a huge transition in my life though, because it's time to change jobs. Well, more like, start a career. I'm going to see what's available once I get my resume worked out, but I think I want to assist for maybe around six months before I get my own station. So I'm crossing fingers for a good assisting position to be open. Josh asked me to go to the Jaguars game on Sunday, and ironically I have to work. So now I'm trying to switch around that schedule which isn't looking so hot at the moment. And I finally gave away one of my other shifts for next week because I have a design team event in the morning and doing it will make me graduate a day earlier cause of hours. I'm just like a crazy woman, I feel like. And my money is sucking big balls cause I didn't work as much as I normally do last week and it's getting to be that wonderful Christmas time, so I have to buy gifts. Can someone please shoot me?
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- November 2nd, 12:55
- melancholy
I don't wanna be the one to say, "goodbye", but I will. I don't wanna sit on the pavement while you fly, but I will. 'Cause maybe, in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around. The only way to really know, is to really let it go, maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me. I don't wanna be the first to let it go, but I know, I know, I know if you have the last hands that I want to hold, then I know I've got to let them go. I still feel you on the right side of the bed, and I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head, and I'm gonna wash away, I'm gonna wash away everything 'til you come home to me. Maybe, in the future, you're gonnna com back, you're gonna come back around.
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- November 1st, 17:11
- calm
"Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around that you were gonna make me cry. Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around, 'cause I know that you're living a lie. But that's okay baby, 'cause in time you will find, what goes around, comes all the way back around."
Halloween-drunk dancing to Thriller while Sara was peeing!
- Everything happens for a reason.
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- October 29th, 11:06
weird
"Until a person takes responsibility for where he is, there is no basis for moving on. The bad news is that the past was in your hands, but the good news is that the future, my friend, is also in your hands."
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- October 26th, 16:10
chipper
"I'm happy today. And you wanna know why? Cause I'm baked, darling. Like an apple pie."
Pumpkin carving was nothing short of amazing. The fashion show at the Twisted Martini was fun as shit. The weekend is over and I'm going to make sure this week kicks complete ass!
- "I mean, maybe later we can try things out, but not right now.."
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- October 20th, 22:47
bouncy
I get close & run, haha. I'm going to accept that too. If I'm not 300% certain about being in a relationship, I'm not going to be. I don't want to get in one that I'm not sure of just because I like the person and like spending time with them. I'm okay with being by myself until I'm ready, I've realized that! Finally, some sense has kicked in somewhere along the way. :]
I'm about to color Sara's hair again, make us some mac & cheese and watch The Notebook. Two total cheeses, ourselves, that is. Then I have to work at 10:30 for a few hours. Last night Josh & I watched Twilight and it was the first time I saw it not bootleg (haha). So I don't feel as bad about it as I did. Although, we had a hell of a funny time making fun of certain parts that I just cannot get over how they acted. I'm so lame, but I'm dying for New Moon to come out. Is that ridiculous? Haha. Oh, and Tiff & Vanessa tried to teach me how to "jerk" at school to the New Boyz. Needless to say, I cannot do it, but I'm so going to try tomorrow, haha.
- Control yourself, take only what you need from it...
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- October 18th, 19:55
- grateful
"The hottest love has the coldest end."
I've had a lot on my mind today. Nothing particularly bad, more of just an array of things. Past things, present things, future things, you know. I just need to stay focused. Things have been going really good lately and I don't want them to start messing up because I have a couple days where I need time to sort things out in my head. I'm going out with my two favorite girls tonight to go do hookah, and it's going to be a ton of fun and make the week start off on a wonderful foot.
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- October 14th, 11:14
- content
I've been busy. I let go. I've been happy. I've learned there's some thing I'll never be able to change. I'm been making money & spending it just as fast. I'm getting more confident in myself by the day. I'll be done with school in a month. I'll be switching jobs! I'm getting butterflies from thinking this is the beginning of something new. I'm also trying not to put up a wall to block out something new. I haven't "liked" somebody in forever that I forgot what it feels like until now. I feel like I can trust someone because they haven't broken that part of me yet. I've realized just how horrible people can be when they're only thinking of themselves. I realized that my best friend and I are more compatible then any other friends I'll ever hang out with. Bitter or better=better. I know not to get attached. This may not make any sense to anyone other then me, but that's all that matters.
- My love's a revolver, my sex is a killer, do you wanna die happy? ;]
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- October 11th, 19:38
- cheerful
I've had a great weekend. Friday I had some people over just for some hangout time and some beeeeeer pong. That was after I closed the back office at work and Sara and I accomplished some cleaning and all that good stuff in the morning. Saturday we went to the zoo and then I had to close the liquor store at work, and then we went to The Casbah and had a girls night, which are always amazing. I had to work this morning, from 10:00-7:00. And by the way, on Friday I got to bed at 6:00am, so actually I went to sleep on Saturday. Then I slept for 3 hours and went to the zoo, so on top of all this fun, I've had no sleep. But it's all worth it! I'm going to do some cleaning that's necessary right now, and by cleaning, I mean laundry. And then I need to sleep! I don't have to work for the next two days. :] Tomorrow morning will just be chill and tomorrow night I'm supposed to hang out with Josh, after school. And Tuesday is up in the air, I may have to pick up Justin from the airport after school that night. Then I'll be working with school all the rest of the week. Loves it! Oh, and I love karma, just saying. :]
